I had a blog for a while, several years ago. I wrote about trying to establish a more kinky sexual relationship within an established marriage. As is so often the case with these things, it didn't end well. There was pain (not the good kind) and sadness, and I deleted the blog from the web, and everything I'd written from my computer.
I have a different life now. I travel a lot for my job, and long solo car drives just naturally seem to lend themselves to fantasizing. Fantasies are...ephemeral, get it?
I think maybe I'll share.